LIGHT FROM THE DARK MIND

ALONE??? Spilling my ink on these ruled sheets, my painful tales I creatively repeat. You played with my heart like there was a game, but ironically my words still have your name. Your happiness was my sole concern ,when you gave me the hardest lesson to learn. I go alone on the same roads, on which your love to me you showed. Your absence has taught me to be strong , but your memories always ruin it all. The pain turns into never ending illusions but never attains a perfect conclusion .The drizzles all my pain conceals, all the scars that can never heal. You left me alone but your memories never really goes.On the hate I gather, my love still glows. I realize you have taken away some of its parts, as I carry this broken heart. You were such a beautiful distraction yet my one and only satisfaction. You touched my body yet not my soul, Leaving me broken to live alone, But there’s something that you have never known. I ain’t alone , because I am alone yet owned...

I'LL HOLD YOUR HAND You're hearing but not listening     Speaking but not talking     Seeing but not watching     Smiling but not meaning I'll understand your reasons     Your billion emotions I'll hold your hand Look in your eye And pray, You feel all right.. Your mind has thoughts That can shift the world Or bury the love And cuss and swear All in your mind But you say, "I'm Fine" I know you are broken I feel your pain Like a devil's spear That just crushed your vein I'll hold your hand Look in your eye And pray, You feel all right.. You want to run and scream A thousand things you've replayed in your head A thousand things you wished you'd said A thousand times you were ignored And hurt instead But you kept quiet And penned it down Hoping that would help And I know you're writing And I know you're crying With closed eyes now Not yet believing I'll hold your hand Look in your eye And pray, You feel all right..  ...

IF I EVER HAVE A DAUGHTER If I ever have a daughter, I'll teach her how to write her name, to walk, to fall, to cry, I'll teach her how to get up again, I'll teach her how to survive... If I ever have a daughter, I'll teach her how to ride a bicycle, to punch, to kick, to smile, I'll teach her how to win hearts I'll teach her how to gracefully say goodbye... If I  ever have a daughter, I'll teach her how to fall in love with herself, to talk like a leader, to think like a warrior, to be humble and kind, I'll teach her how to hold her head high... But most importantly, I'll teach her  not to fall in love with haunted hearts, absent eyes, and broken promises... I'll teach her how to walk away when the first time she is compared to another girl, I'll teach her how to forget , to never regret, to never lose her sleep to a skin-craved boy... She'll be a storm, She'll be a queen, She'll be that every victory medal I couldn...

TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN TOLD THAT THEY NEED TO "CHILL" BECAUSE THEY'RE TOO EMOTIONAL I'm sure it's nice to be chill.I'm sure it's so much easier to live in this day and age when you are not as emotional or hot-headed as others.I'm sure it prevents a lot of heartbreak and pain when you don't care about what people do to you and when you don't fall too deeply.I'm sure it's refreshing to know that you'll never be torn because of another human being since you always have the upper hand. Its better to be you,I admit that.You just know how to move on,how to get over things,how to detach, how to hurt someone you love or maybe you love, how to be selfish, how to have changed feelings for someone, how to have second thoughts over someone, how to tell someone that you are over whatever the bond you two shared and how to let go. But you have to understand that some people are simply not born this way. Some  p eople can't hel...