LIGHT FROM THE DARK MIND

ALONE??? Spilling my ink on these ruled sheets, my painful tales I creatively repeat. You played with my heart like there was a game, but ironically my words still have your name. Your happiness was my sole concern ,when you gave me the hardest lesson to learn. I go alone on the same roads, on which your love to me you showed. Your absence has taught me to be strong , but your memories always ruin it all. The pain turns into never ending illusions but never attains a perfect conclusion .The drizzles all my pain conceals, all the scars that can never heal. You left me alone but your memories never really goes.On the hate I gather, my love still glows. I realize you have taken away some of its parts, as I carry this broken heart. You were such a beautiful distraction yet my one and only satisfaction. You touched my body yet not my soul, Leaving me broken to live alone, But there’s something that you have never known. I ain’t alone , because I am alone yet owned...

I'LL HOLD YOUR HAND You're hearing but not listening     Speaking but not talking     Seeing but not watching     Smiling but not meaning I'll understand your reasons     Your billion emotions I'll hold your hand Look in your eye And pray, You feel all right.. Your mind has thoughts That can shift the world Or bury the love And cuss and swear All in your mind But you say, "I'm Fine" I know you are broken I feel your pain Like a devil's spear That just crushed your vein I'll hold your hand Look in your eye And pray, You feel all right.. You want to run and scream A thousand things you've replayed in your head A thousand things you wished you'd said A thousand times you were ignored And hurt instead But you kept quiet And penned it down Hoping that would help And I know you're writing And I know you're crying With closed eyes now Not yet believing I'll hold your hand Look in your eye And pray, You feel all right..  ...